Saturday, April 18, 2009 , 4:00 PM

walao. i feel like crap now.
yet again. if that sentence was meant for me.
then so be it. i really dont noe.
wad else i can do to please u.
so jus be it. dont let tis affect us.
coz i noe if we let tis affect us.
everything is nt gg to work.
so ya. u may nt noe who i am anymore.
but i jus hope. u can put everything aside.
im sure u noe. work comes first.
i really hope tat everything can work... -_______-

heys. sad things aside (:
i feel retarded. coz i jus realise why my blog.
cant appear. lol.
i did sth to the title. tat's why. haha.
anw. im back. sorry for the inconvenience caused.
ignore the above paragraph.
i feel shity. hoho. walao sian.
i jus had a happy day ytd..
n td. nvm. im nt blaming anyone.
n i shouldnt. coz its partly my fault.
or mayb entirely my fault.
tat everything has turned tis way.
a way which. should nt be the way. at all.
sian. nvm. i should still be happy.
n thank all those who had wished me happy birthday!
through sms. late at night. early in the morning.
n surprises. throughout the day. thx a lot! (:
haha. n those in person.
my classmates. my friends.
haha. thx a lot. those in band.
ur wishes are appreciated. hoho!
presents. thx for all the presents!
n yupp. thanks a lot.
those who owe me presents ar.
haha. hmm.
oh ya. n vivian! she sent me an E-card from canada.
hoho. love u! ahaha.

i seriously feel retarded.
is there sth i can do.
to stop all these from happening?
pls do tell me.
if u noe wad i shud do.
i will do it. as much as i could...

im the current under probation secretary'09. ha.
how i wish. i can go back to the times.
we had so much fun tgt.
but. 有得必有失。
if i hav sth. i will to lose sth.
wad if i tell u im willing to get back the thing i lose.
n lose wad i hav now.
will the thing still come back to me?