12: Freedom

eh ppl. hoho. i tink is coz td i xiang tong le. (: so... i feel a bit btr td.
coz: i slpt early ytd. while imagining the band performing? :/ haha.
LOL. ok ok. i tink coz gt a bit. of talking done by my clique.
listening to them. n of course. siying's cursing worked la. LOL. ><
em. mus 珍惜 b4 like. everything nt there le. ha.

nvm. 2 more days to our impt day! very impt!
haha. syf. LOL. jia you manx.
wow. i tink i feel btr le.hoho.
em em em. when i feel btr.
i gt lesser thing to say. haha.
hey. i look forward to the life after syf?
mayb onli the slacking part.
nt the sec4 stepping down part.
aiyo. i tink i gg miss them. but anw.
yupp. so. im gg to eat my curry soon.. hehehe. bb.

jia you jia you!!!!! :D

eh. im bored. lol.
sian la. -________-
why i oso dont noe why im here. but anw.
jus for fun. haha.
i jus read the autograph bk. of 2/1
or wadeva u call it.
haha. my class ppl all very weird sia.
lol. they are funny ppl.
jus somehow tink tat.
it was a well mixed grp.
although we hav sexist ppl.
dont vorry( in indian ascent :x )
i nt having mood swings.
im jus remembering the past. haha. :D
anw. time passed so fast hor.
n i haven finish doing chem.
the stupid shit on covalent bonding. lol.
gives up... xP
eh. damn sian leh. i dont feel like doing hw. haha.
-________- ems. i still gt one stupid report nt done.

okay. 5 more days.
to syf. to seniors stepping down.
to we stepping up.
to more troubles.
to more hw.
to more scoldings.
to worse life.
to bad days.
to not enough slp xP
to _________.
but things jus cant get any worst.
ou xiang say. i nt as cheerful as b4.
vivian say i gt mood swings.
wad's wrong wif me.
n dont vorry! im jus reflecting.
LOL>< haha.
em. mayb as u get older. its like tat.
like how it was b4.
when u are in sec1.
then u get used in sec 2.
sec3. life gets worse.
then sec 4. get use.
n study like nv b4. LOL.
yo! ok. no more emo. ems.

aiyo. dont noe wad's wrong wif me.
more n more stuff jus get through my brain.
those useless one stay there forever.
those which are useful.
like chem. physics. maths.
jus dont stay in my head for long.
after a few days. b4 i go HUH??!! again. haha.
but anw. GET USED TO LIFE!!!
wake up. stop staring. start starring.
LOL>< i tink tis was from gab's postcard. haha.
!!!!!!!$**$^#&#*($($())$)*$$&#
????! i shall stop spamming. im bored.
okay. i shall go do my undone hw.
hopefully i can finish.
p/s: tis is nt a emo post! haha.
n i had fun reading ppl's blog ar. lol.
especially idol's de : nickname post. haha.

okay bb! till we meet again. lol.

~~i guess ppl wont feel good.~~if u are a substitution of sth. somehow. this was wad i observed. sometimes. i jus find. those ppl who give false hope are _______. idk. but anw. life's like this. i pity tat person. mayb i thinking too much. hoho. things may not be wad it seem. mayb "those ppl" are jus nt at fault.~~mayb tat person noes it. mayb nt...~~

whee. im here td.
as the first day of sch.
td suck.
#1 im late. for a monday.
#2 someone told me sth.
#3 sth unfortunate happen.
#4 mrs ang was our SSE teacher. after being our form teacher. n SS teacher. worst still.
nvm. all this are enough. crap shit.
lucky. td no common test. haha.
if nt i _______ !@#@#!!##!!
LOLS. haha. i ate double cheese burger.
sinful. siying oso -_____- haha.
eh me wan go 拜拜。n oso eat egg tart. wahaha!
n DQ survivied her day wif mac flurry.

anw. then siying. started her weird tricks.
me n DQ tried to get revenge. wahaha.
siying was so scared tat she went banging into
old ah pecks. like 3 or 4. stupid siying. haha.
went band. crap n crap......... sectionals.
kena chased around the sch.
back to 1/7 classroom. haix.

after band. j8. wif salvia n geri bimbo.
salvia bought her scrapbk. for friend.
geri bought cards to make for band for syf.
im so disappointed. haiz.
over sth geri n salvia said. oh well.
seow hui said sth nice though. hehe. ignore me.
mini melts. eh the machine back to normal le leh -______-
lol. why dont wan be normal like earlier? LOL.

wahaha. 1st day.
slacking day. tmr gt pe. sian sian.
wad the crap. is all tis.

11 days. to syf. oh well.
ha ha ha. eh 1 more day to sch reopen
yeah! -_______-
stupid la. so many undone hw.
n my stupid essay. haven find de website.
for safety starts with me thingy.
nvm. eh i dream of sth ytd. lol.
a malay young couple. then gt one cute baby. abt 1 yr old la.
then i tink they gt the baby b4 they getting married la.
so the guy ask us to take care of the baby.
n we were on a nice patch of green grass.
then we lie on the grass la.
n mus stop the baby from rolling to some edge n drop down.lol.
ya. then tis malay guy.
suddenly. took out colourful balloons.
n propose to her gf. lol.
damn romantic. haha.
i suppose there are roses....
LOL. okay. random shit. ignore me.
haha. wa. sian.
i shall pack my bag. soon.
hais. sch reopen. sucks.
then we gt the stupid news paper collection.
aiyo. okay. gt my timetable wif help from sweehwa. lol.

hahahahaha. i want shopping!!!!!! :D

Sachiko. wahaha. my jap name -_____- LOL.
gt it from some random quiz at facebk. LOL.
nvm. haha. okay. band prac. yet again.
shit sia. nvm. its my fault.
blame it on me -_______-
haha. stupid nadz n her stupid song. lol.

sian sian. after band.
went anju farewell at east coast.
raining like shit.
then we walked in the rain for the bloody 1h.
didnt noe east coast was so big.
n i didnt noe. macs wasnt near kfc -______-
went all the way to macs. then bk.
realise kfc was right at the other way. lol.
me nadz seri shahril. haha.
sang band song. n the anju song on the way.
finally. we found the way.
hoho. sat down slack.
ppl went. ah gong came.
haha. he took taxi here. $16+ LOL.
jus to pass carey de gift to anju. haha.
nice ah gong. lol.

went home. sent anju home.
i was wearing red leh.
the possessing thing was still gg on.
haha. nadz n seri was like telling me.
HOHO. the spirits gg attack ppl wearing red.
OMG. run! haha.
wait for them to send anju back.
mrt home. haha.
rainbow on the way.
coz its like raining cats n dogs recently? :/

p/s: i wan kinder joy.
me wan egg tart too ^^

wahaha. im proud of myself. LOL.
i started doing hw. since 9.
n i finished MOST of my hw.
except for some undone A maths. which idk how to do them.
then my eng compre. which i dont wan to do.
(hey. ans sheet is jus right behind la) lazy copy -____-
then mtl compre oso. dont noe wad the hell its abt.
then ya. shud be all.
my chem hor. although its done.
all anyhow onli.
idk how the hell to balance the stupid equation by adding a 2 in front of the element. nvm.

kk. wadeva.
td is like fri.
sat. band prac.
sun. slack.
aiyo. sch reopen le.
as wad a lot of ppl say.
ah. im nt ready for sch.
LOL. coz its like onli 1 week.
n band camp took up like 3 days. LOL.
ha ha ha. nvm.
i still gt a lot of stuff didnt do leh.
i miss out a lot lor.
like hanging out wif friends.
shopping. going out.
wth. damn sian.
the whole day at home was like.
hw. eat. hw. eat. tv? eat.
crap shit. let's list down wad i wanna do!

1st thing.hehe. get for myself sth.
#1 pretty notebk :D to jot down crap (:
#2 water bottle. ha. my current one leaking leh -_____-
#3 wallet/ pouch. i tink the pouch strap is gg snap any minute. LOL.
2nd thing. i nid to.
#1 eh. go out n do sth. sian. im bored.
like plan some outing? LOL. but ppl r busy. with: syf. studies. -______-
#2 i tink its like decades. since i watch a movie.
eh. any nice ones. i dont tink so.
#3 get gold for syf? haha. wth.
i guess tat's wad our band hope for la. LOL. everyone kena whack.
put in so much effort le. hais.
#4 i wish my bdae faster come.
coz. syf over. can SLACK! haha. then go shop. with clinque. nadz. n our laughing gang :D
makan makan. seoul garden. swensons. wahaha.
eh. my bdae on speech day. sian -_____-

aiyo. wahaha. okay ppl jia you.
13 days to syf! hohoho.
13 more days. b4 i can officially slack. LOL :D
i wan egg tart. hey.
ytd went bugis. there gt the egg tart damn nice!!!!
n the 波罗包. hehe. damn nice. walao.
i wan eat. LOL.
n went expo oso.
saw fifi. haha.
there gt some halal food fair leh.
damn cool haha.
gt bbq meat. then gt takoyaki.
all halal. malay can eat. ha ha ha.
nvm. ignore me.
i sian sian sian sian. until talking lots of crap le.
~~how i wish all this could end quickly.~~
~~i tired. haha -_____-~~

wahaha. im back from the camp.
dead tired. lol. i jus slept 14h. or mayb 15.
haha. walao. 3 days. 2 night.
slept at 12 wake up at 5.
play play play. all day long. from
breakfast- supper.
aiyo. play instrument leh. sian.
n western food for 2 days.
okay. im nt complaining abt the food la.
but its kinda of sian...
anw. i enjoyed the camp.
although it was super tiring... lol.

day1.
nothing much happen.
play play play. all day long.
from breakfast till supper.
8am. to 11.30 pm?
i tink my hands didnt really leave my instru la.
except for meals. n bath time? LOL.
hoho. we were the best section. :D
for overture no. 1 hehehe.
had chicken chop for lunch.
fish n chips for dinner. yucks.
n u noe why i haven touch fish n chips for 2 yrs. lol
since sec 1....

day2.
drills. PT.
acting secretary.
nothing much.
kena whack. hoho.
survivors for the day. :D
saxophone section. haha.
had spaghetti for lunch.
then breaded chicken for dinner. nt bad la.
eh... then. celebrated sarah de bdae.
p/s: mr low came. haha.

day3.
drills.PT.
acting RO :D
LOL. took recruits for drills.
quite fun la.
i tink. zakrie n jeremy took main band for drills.haha.
the ppl seem to be enjoying themselves.
which is nt the case....
then yupp.
recruits had to run from one end of parade sq
to the other end. in 6 secs.
n mus fall in properly.
i tink the main band...
well. then the recruits did like 8.9.10 times?
coz they were late. late n still late.
n each time gt ppl fall out de.
the ROs call it the elimination game. LOL.

band prac continues.
kena whack yet again.
then switch places.
sat beside random ppl like.
trombone. clarinet. trumpet.
wth. LOL. quite fun leh.
mayb we shud do tat for ocean.
n i shall sit beside trombone ppl or sth. haha.

after camp. went for lunch. at kfc.
vanessa doing her book of faces aka facebook.
LOL. hahaha. funny shit.
especially gabriel de face. LOL.

eh. i typed the whole bloody post twice.
coz my com hang. haha.
nvm. bye bye.

oh. i supposed to reply tags. haha

vivian: okay. i will noe who to 惜福 de. LOL.
kaixian: 20th hor? okay. i ll rmb de. haha. same as my sis.
seri: lol. how u noe sia. LOL. he from ur ex pri sch rite? haha. n i dont tink i can finsh the bk. lol.
dq: LOL. okay. i bring u there some day. haha.
siying: eh. dont so emo la. i saying onli rite. haha.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
NO! like who? ha.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
idk. sometime tis yr?

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
mayb. but ppl hates them. LOL! -_____-

4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
i hav a dozen :O eh. mayb more than tat...

15.5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
of course la. i so nice (:

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
i tink so. who doesnt? LOL.

7. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i would! if i had e chance la. haha.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
cookie crisp. honeystar :D

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
why bother? LOL. waste time nia.

11. THIS IS A FREE ONE, PUT ANYTHING:
wth.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
mini melts :D

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
idk... depends on wad i see first. haha.

14. RED OR PINK?
pink.

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
im stuck. hoho.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
fish~~

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
blue. slippers?

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
HOHO. my mum nagging! haha.

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU be?
black ><

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
yummy food.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
anju.

DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no. i dont nid them haha.

26. FAVORITE FOOD?
anything edible. i guess. LOL.

27. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
a combination? it would be fun. (:

28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
tat's was like long long time ago. australia ba..

29. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
orange.

30. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter. i like the snow.

31. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs

32. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
:/

34. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
im nt reading any. -_____-.

35. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
nothing. i dont use a mouse.

37. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
hmm? the chords produced by our band. LOL. random shit.

40. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
like wad? shouting across the sheet? LOL.

41 WHERE WERE U BORN?
oh. somewhr near the rubbish dump? :/ crap shit.

43. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
idk. haven met one. LOL.

eh. to all ppl. im tagging u to do tis quiz. if u r really damn bored :D haha.

haha. td is march 15. hoho.
tmr gt band camp. walao. sian la.
LOL. nvm. wad happen tis few days... eh.
quite busy. damn tired. had a nice slp. hoho.
12 h :D from 7pm to 7am LOL. :D
tis few days damn busy. like.

13th march, fri.
cross country. blah. sian.
run n run. eh damn tired leh.
dont noe so 拼命 for wad. LOL.
i didnt stop. mayb coz i dont wan let myself down. sian.
i tink im like tat. 好胜。
tat's why i dont like give up.
its a feeling i hated most. giving up. nvm la.
then DQ said. eh. put such thoughts into ur studies.
then perhaps u might score well. LOL!
nvm. i tink i really dont give a damn abt my results. oh well.

after tat. went J8.
with help from gabriel. the bishan guy. LOL.
ate at pizza hut.
with my thoughts wondering around.
心不在焉。haha. ya. the food was nice. i guess. nvm
had my pizza. then went around to shop. ha.
with DQ n bu.
went home. bu lend me some $$ to go home.
coz. my ez-link. no $$ lol. thx ar! :D

okay. went evergreen sec.
to see see. observe them ba.
with: shahril, mama, lydia.
hehe. saw my ex-tuition friend there. hoho.
he playing tenor sax leh! lol.
then taught them singing. hehe.
oh. i like their double bass! haha. :D
LOL. then. they gt a alumni player.
called he xin. LOL. we forgot his name.
then he xin bai hua you made us rmb his name. LOL.
ate dinner at 888. a lot leh.
coz its like 3 plates of middle stuff.
considering its like tat BIG for a small plate.
anw. stuff lor. ourselves. wif food.
oh. there's a tenor alumni sax guy. called tony i tink. haha.
nt bad. LOL. but sad la. a bit old :P 18 haha.
he gt nice black specs. hehe.

then ytd alumni prac.
ai ya. sad sia. i tink mr lim too stress liao.
ems. SYF coming. so. everyone like tat ma.
i guess we gg to suffer for the band camp tmr.
nvm la. everyone jia you k! hais.
sian. okay. then everyone kena chased out of the band room anw.
after band. went yishun makan.
had tempura. nt really nice la.
ha. i prefer my host mother cook de :( haha.
sian~

Is it right to close one cycle of pain, if it only opens up another one?
haha. read this from the novel. eh. believe me or nt, seri i haven finish reading tat bk. LOL.

oh. btw. my results sucks.
my sciences all gt c6.
then my A maths gt E8. hoho.
my maths a bit btr la. B3. lol.
my onli A1. geo...
eng B3 oso.
higher chi B4.
combined humanities. B4.
sian nvm jia you ba. wth.

okay. i shall go pack up.
for my camp. hoho. bye~

hey. so far. so fast. LOL.
today is last day of term 1. week 10. haha.
mayb tmr is. fri :D nt really happy abt it.
em. coz gt cross-country. LOL.
sian la. mus wake up early. nt my type. haha.
me wan slp :( so how retarded la.
eh nt even counted in nafa. then run for fun.
around the ~~country~~ i mean part of the country. BISHAN. park.
nvm. then mr lim was like saying.
why no CCA. u take like dawn to dusk to run around. the bishan park ?!?!?
nvm la. wadeva. i decided nt to 拼命。
since its onli for fun. but i ll still persevere :D
haha. td was.... nt bad.
aiya. everyday seems nt bad la. wad the crap -______- nvm
then.... CME. chem. geo.
oh my newest HUH! subject xP coz of the weather n climate...
btw i gt A1 for geo. my onli A1. LOL -_____- crap shit.
i failed my map test leh. but anw...
i begining to like SSE le.
its officially my slack period :D
i can really SLEEP. like Zzzzz...
damn shiok. yt's de place jus gt the sleeping aura.
then....
oh. my L1R5. is 21. haha.
nt bad le la. nt 30 can le... LOL.
aiyo. i very 知足常乐的。
so... those who get 16 hor....
stop saying tat u very lan le.
im referring to u. lao gong! haha.

then after extra lessons.
oh b4 tat. siying gt her phone confiscated.
n someone was kind enough to help her. LOL.
nvm. tat's kind of unusual....
anw. me n siying went ljs.
study ar.haha. then its like damn crap.
we manage to raise like $6.90.
then we needed tat retarded 5cents.
LOL. can u believe it? haha.
then siying went digging her bag.
n stuff. cannot find tat retarded 5 cent.
then i was like telling siying. eh.
there gt SA guys. go get the 5 cents from them la.
LOL. coz they are supposedly old ppl.
siying's type. haha. oops. xP
then in the end. we didnt la.
jus went forward n order.
the NICE cashier didnt say anything.
see. ljs ppl very nice de. haha.
*speaking from experience*
its onli 5cents ma. LOL.

then eat eat. finish le.
siying began her weird tricks.
those who stay long enough wif her would noe la.
wad the crap -______-
i was traumatised! haha.
i laugh until cry ar. LOL.
stupid siying. hais.
but in the end. we managed to complete sth.
our geo WB. the hols hw. eh
we finish in 1h leh. tat's kind of an achievement. LOL.

okay. tmr gt cross-country.
at bishan park.
dont really like tat place.
i prefer sentosa. LOL.
nvm la. slp early.
then after tat mus go mr lim de hse watch video. ha.
bye. ~~~~~~

wahaha. although gt a lot of hw la. but i nid to blog; if nt i ll feel :{ haha. enough. i shall say how interesting my day was today. hoho. started early in the morning. still in a sleepy mood. maths! seriously the first comment was _______. n my day did nt turn out quite well. anju said: mus be thick skin. ignore wad ppl say la. lol. okay. fine. then lessons went on. SSE was. well. FUNNY. haha. siying went like: leader of communist of Russia mus shit daily. this is one of the qualifications. haha. cannot hav constipation. if nt the shit will. erupt like volcano. LOL?
the other lessons was... nt bad la. but. i really hate when ppl says ________. nvm.
sometimes its like u mus ignore wad ppl says. to make urself btr.
vanessa said: leaders cannot please everyone. if u can, u are nt pleasing urself. haha. makes sense.
sarah said: leaders do not hav time to get angry.
mrs ang said: leaders do wad is right nt popular. lol.
even wad mrs ang said makes sense. haha. which doesnt make sense at all... lol.

band... hey. td nt bad la. haha. i was like band. sian. but turn out td was quite funny. haha.
im proud to say tat perini played her running notes correctly. OMG. even mr lim was surprised. haha. lol. lucky ar. nv waste my breath talking to her n 3h of sectionals. haha.
i tink the part abt scaring her with silver award instead of gold. n the seniors ll cry. thingy work after all. ha ha ha. nvm. continue jia you. i ll be happy if u can earn more treats from me :D haha.

then mrs poh came to hear us. although we gt scoldings a bit. la. during warm-ups. but after i tink the band played quite well :D i tink we can get gold. if everything goes smoothly :D haha.
yupp. then mr lim asked abt the best section. saxophone is a reliable section :D haha. our section is like mr lim de mother. Lol. tat part was damn funny la. i laugh until i wan cry. inherited tis retarded genes from sarah. lol.
mr lim said : loser is someone who wans to do sth. winner is someone who wans to do sth n WILL do it.
we mus gain recognition!

tis is a wordy post. nvm. sian diao ar. i tink. they are changing. nt for the btr i supposed. but anw. seeing all those red words. mayb i shall convince myself. n tink the other way.

i tink: scoldings are inevitable. if u are wrong. jus admit. n change. scoldings from ppl makes u improve. no point ppl whack u then u whack back. without knowing why. tis is retarded. but of course. the person was scold right stuff la. then the person of course mus be at wrong. if nt. u anyhow kena scolding oso very veird rite. lol.

p/s: perini jus realised she cant pronounce "w"
then sarah laugh until she cry. typical sarah.
i tink its normal. for sarah to laugh retardedly. n perini. nt knowing abt her "verid" self. haha.
p/p/s : mr low is coming during our camp!
p/p/p/s: i gt lots of hw to do!
p/p/p/p/s: i dont feel like doing them
p/p/p/p/p/s: i shall learn NOT to tink so much
p/p/p/p/p/p/s : i will stop doing the p/s thingy. sian sian!
p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: look on the bright side.justin: ouch. my eyes.(ems. spastic chairman) haha
p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: i jus cant stop writing. LOL.
p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: chicken said: if u wan sth. go get it. straight in the face of _____. sounds wrong.
p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: LEE PEI YAN. enough is enough -______-

~~mayb its nt your fault after all :)~~

haha. i suddenly feel like posting tis.

my saxophone section :D

sian diao ar.

td is tues.

mrs sin is nt here again.

mr poh oso.

aiyo. slack la.

then mrs ang was like. ems.

nvm. our class ppl hor...

getting insensitive.

or mayb she too sensitive le. hoho. :X

slack slack.

SSE. extra lesson.

gt back my marks.

laugh n laugh.

nt at my marks. but my teacher.

LOL. she's kinda of funny.

oh. she reminds me of perini. haha.

nvm. i gt 10.5/25.

wow. wad a nice mark man..

i gt 1.5 out of 13 for SBQ.

wow. i rock. ahaha.

my A maths isnt any btr too. lol.

i gt 15/40 for the first test.

n 18 for the second.

fine at least i improve. haha.

the most wonderful thing was. i gt 70 for SS.

:D tat was thx to our noble mrs ang.

in inverted commas? nvm.

oh. wei long gt 99 marks leh. haha.
my geo oso nt bad ar.

kinda of surprise. wif such marks.

life is getting kinda of boring.

study. study.

slack. slack.

sleep. sleep.

hais. sian diao.

i hate band politics
life is boring yet complicated.

wahaha. jus came back from band.
now i realise how tough it could be
to conduct for like 1h. LOL.
conductor very 难当。
hand very suan. tired. LOL.
interview lor.
wait until sian ar.
i slept. then suddenly i woke up.
lydia shouting. eh sec 3 move to the stone table.
LOL. then my turn le.
kena bombarded with lots of qus.
nvm. wad's over is over. lol.

jus to mention. ytd gt cute jap guys.
hohoho. thx to justin. haha.
okay. i shouldnt be so bad.
ya. then i missed out sth.
ai ya. forgot abt xiao zhu at simei. ytd.
shit sia. nv go. LOL.
went somewhr else le. haha.

okay. mayb i hav one less thing in my head.
no more interview le.
mayb 1 more.aiyo..
shit sia. ~~i hate ppl who are disrespectful.~~

有信心未必会赢， (with confidence, u might nt win)
但没信心肯定会输。 ( without confidence, u surely lose) LOL.
it means... mus hav confidence! haha.
haha. heard tis from the tv.
random... i wonder.
how are my batch mates doing now.
im sure all of them are done liao.
wait until tired sia. lol.

hohoho. im nt looking forward to the band camp
lol. shit be damn.... embarrassing.
n tiring. n idk. wad would happen.
or mayb surprising? haha.
nvm.stop talking crap.
ignore me :D

how i wish my worries can fly away like carefree balloons.

wahaha. go eat shit n die.( i hav been using this phrase lately. haha.)
go rot n die.
go jump down n die.
tis sounds familiar.
mayb to the band ppl.
LOL. syf is coming.
oh bloody shit.
n i wan wake up late late.
dont see the link?
nvm. i dont see it too.
n btw. i screwed up my A maths test.
wahaha. invigilate by some teacher.... miss v.
coz mrs sin nt here.haha.
mrs ang oso nt here.
mayb they went to deliver their babies tgt.
oops... i didnt say anything. haha.
sian la. sat gt interview.
stress sia. crap.
i shall THINK. haha.
walao eh.
i very luan now.
when u hav lots of stuff to worry.
in one go. u ll be like.
wad m i supposed to do. haha.
okay. i shall think of wad to do FIRST.
prioritize wad to do ar.

sian sian. oh.
crap. damn crap.
i shall ignore myself. -________-

hey.this is a colourful saxophone. LOL.
i look spastic. inherited all this spastic-ness from my ah bu.
miss carey lim fang hui. (:

hahaha. i hate wednesdays! ><
dont ask me why. but its like tat. hoho.
yeah. tues again. i woke up late td xP
oops. anw. then lessons. n crap.
suck suck. my results all suck la.

then extra lesson.geo. maths.
im still with the "HUH?!" thing.
when maths de modulus comes.
haha. went wif bu to get some clips.
eat prata :D
then did a chem ws.
finally i did some hw wif ah bu.
LOL.coz with her around. i cannot finish.
ANY hw. haha.

oh. btw. life's changing.
suddenly waking up from my sweet dreams.
everything is changing.
suddenly. im pissed wif _______.
suddenly. ______ is pissed with________
suddenly. sec4s stepping down.
suddenly. sec1s coming into main band soon
suddenly. syf coming.
suddenly. its march liao.
suddenly. anju leaving.
everything is so sudden.
dont noe why.haha.
learn to treasure.
forgive n forget.
dont noe. why im telling myself this.
yet i cant do it. lol.
nvm.好心没好报。(hao xin mei hao bao)
do some gd stuff. but u wont get gd stuff in return.
okay. my eng sucks. haha.
haha. mayb tat's how life works.
WAHAHAHA.

sian.i gt a blogskin.haha.
but its like super plain. LOL.
nvm. i shall go get some nice nice pics.
so that it isnt so dull.
ha. td is march the first liao.
so fast leh.
went for alumni prac ytd.
okay.perini managed to memorise a bit of the overture.
hehe. gd enough le.
so i owe her a treat la.
nt because she memorise real well.
but coz of her hard work :D haha.

n im broke shit. hais.
forever like tat la.
LOL. gt $$ go out.
no $$ come in ar. sad shit.

gt traumatised by ou xiang ytd lor
maths. went crazy over graphs n stupid modulus function.
crap sia. so difficult. ai yo.
nvm lor. sian. but at least i gt a bit.
ya. understand liao la.

went to cwp to find the clarinet key.
eh. cannot find la. wad the crap.
see la. dont believe me.

sian sian. i nid a peek-cha!